I've not wanted to train, my diet has been shocking & I've just been making excuses.
As I mentioned in an earlier post my Daddy hasn't been well. Last weekend he was told he has Brain Cancer, we're still waiting on test results to be 100% sure exactly what type & what we're dealing with in terms of aggression. Because of this I've been really sad, I mean awful, crying all the time but in private. I've not even let on to Chris (my fiancé) as to exactly how sad I've been. This morning i had a bit of time off work & decided to have a think & sort my head out because this isn't how people should live!
A friend at work's sister was recently diagnosed with incurable breast cancer & she's just completed the Manchester 10k to raise money for her, she knows about my situation & she mentioned doing "Tough Mudder" together.
At first I was dead against it! I thought "I could never get fit enough in time to compete this year!" But after thinking about it further I don't see why I can't?
I need something to keep my mind focused on positivity & something to keep me on track to my "wedding body" goals.
So F**k it! I'm going to sign up!!!!
It can't be that hard & it's all mind over matter.... (She says knowing that's a load of bull)
Hahaha
Wish me luck!!!
Xxxxx
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